Unfinished Meditation on Standard Physics

Some particles simply will not walk back, timeward.

B meson decay is misbehaving in France, 

K mesons at Caltech routinely violate charge symmetry

or parity symmetry, like tiny unruly telenomic machines.

I drove my great horsepower engine 

over Robert Moses Causeway,

crossing the slender bays to meet the shore, 

the bridges rise and roll in a particular pulse, 

a stubbed toe throb of wave over wave. 

Here, I slap at the sand in my shorts and sandals, 

under the crash and roar of the gigantic ocean

and the heated beating of sourceless coconut oil.

Now, I solve for shut eye solitude,

grinning with gull screech and tinny radio.

I suppose gravitational waves pulse this whole globe;

suppose, too, the solution to a math calculation 

depends on when and where that happens,

minutely, less than minutely:

Somewhere a wave breaks in zero time.